Kim Melville-Smith, former fiancée of Marco Pierre White Jnr, has taken control of telling her side of the tale.
Kim had to watch while the man she loved cavorted on Big Brother including indulging in sex acts with his cast mate Laura Carter.
Kim's said previously that she was "physically sick" after watching Marco put Laura's boob in his mouth among other things.
It was no surprise that the engagement was off as soon as Marco stepped out of the house.
And now Kim's taken to YouTube to tell her side of the story, saying that she would never make money from talking about Marco's family, even though she says that he owes her a lot of cash-ola.
"I did fall in love with Marco and now I feel embarrassed," she says in the low-key recording, before going on to say what the stress of the relationship caused her.
"This has been the most stressful three weeks of my life.
"I’ve missed periods, I went down to seven and a half stone.
"I was probably drinking too much because of escapism."
She also poo-pood any rumours that the pair were going to get back together, and ended with a resigned sigh, saying:
"I guess it’s typical of a young guy who will do anything to get famous."
Kim and Marco got engaged after just three weeks of dating, two months after his previous engagement was broken off.
Marco's mum has also spoken of her pain at seeing him in the Big Brother house, saying that watching him on TV was like seeing him "die before her eyes".
*Big Brother continues tonight at 10pm on Channel 5. *