Lamar Odom and Khloe Kardashian's divorce was finalised months ago now – but he's still full of remorse for the way he behaved during their marriage.
Opening up to E! news in his first no-holds-barred interview since collapsing in a Nevada brothel in 2015, Lamar admitted that he was doing cocaine behind Khloe's back for years.
He said: "I was hiding it for a while, but then I got frustrated and was like, 'Fuck it.' Around two years before we split up [in December 2013], I was in the man cave she had made for me and she caught me. She was disappointed. So was I.
"The sad thing about it is, I don't know if I was disappointed because I was actually doing the drug or because she caught me," he says.
"She knew I was doing cocaine the whole time after that. It was my drug of choice. I'm not going to say she accepted it because that would be the wrong word. Tolerated would be a better word."
The former NBA star also revealed that he regrets cheating on Khloe multiple times.
"If there is one thing I regret when I was married, it was having multiple affairs with different women.
"That wasn't the stand-up thing to do."
He went on to describe a time when Khloe caught him red-handed with another woman. Ouch.
He said: "She caught me in a sleazy motel room in LA, getting high with this one girl. It was atrocious.
"Looking back, I’m like, ‘What are you doing?’ That was like sticking a knife in her heart and twisting it.
"She didn’t deserve it. She always tried to help me with the drugs. I rejected the help."
Khloe finally filed for divorce from Lamar last year and has found happiness with her new man, basketball-playing hunk Tristan Thomas.
The Keeping Up With The Kardashians mega babe is trying her hardest to keep her relationship with Tristian out of the spotlight. Which is probably best, don'tcha think?
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