Stop everything you're doing and grab the nearest box of high absorbency tissues – because you can now finally watch the moment Holly Hagan leaves Geordie Shore for good.
We knew it was coming, but it doesn't make it any easier :(
Holly is one of the only two original cast members left (the other being Gaz Beadle), so we can't help but feel this is signalling an end of a pretty massive era – Gaz has claimed he plans to leave next year, too.
In the clip, which you can watch below, Holly says to the rest of the cast: "I've had the most amazing time this trip but when Kyle came back I realised I can't live in this house without him. I want him to be there and if he can't be then I can't be neither.
"We've decided that I'm going with him."
Gaz then says to camera: "I may not agree with Holly leaving with Kyle but that's her decision. I hope she doesn't look back in the future and regret it."
He then says to Holly: "This is a big decision to make. Like you can't just be here forever and if you want to go with Kyle I totally understand. We've had the best five years.
Holly then says to camera: "Me and Gary have been in this house since day one. We've been through some of the happiest times and we've seen each other go through the worst times of our life.
"But we've always been through together. It's going to be really strange walking away from that."
She then says something that was actually surprisingly very lovely to Gaz: "Thank you for being my big brother even though you're a dick sometimes."
SO. MANY. TEARS.
She then made us absolutely BAWL with: "I wasn’t proud of the person who walked in that door five years ago. But over the years I've grown.
"I've had so many laughs, I've had my heart broken, I've made best friends for life. And just because I'm walking out of this house doesn't mean any of that will change.
"This might be the most weird strange fucked up incestuous family in the entire world, but I love them."
She then closes the heart wrenching clip with: "I'm walking out of this house now with somebody that I love and somebody I clearly can't live without. I'm excited to see the next chapter of that."
Holly, it's been a blast <3